01/17/2000



"Gillian wants to tell Jake the truth about Colby, as Adam suggested she should, but he's too busy telling her how much he loves her and how important she is to him for her to get the words out. After they make love and Jake is asleep, Gillian imagines she sees Adam standing by the foot of the bed calling her a coward for not telling Jake the truth. And what do you think will happen when he finds out you knew the truth and didn't tell him "Adam" asks, "how much will he love you then?."

Edmund asks Alex if it's true that she spent several years in a mental institution in Wales. He tells her if she did and was able to get her life back together, he thinks that's great, it's not something he would hold against her. He's not exactly in a position to judge, considering that he once kidnapped Erica and held her hostage in a basement. Alex admits that it's true, but she can't remember why she was committed or what caused her breakdown. Edmund suggests that it might have something to do with her repressed memories, with the man named Jeffery, and offers to help her remember. She seems about to agree to his help, then suddenly backs away from the idea, saying that she doesn't want to remember the past, "I don't want to go there, it's not safe."

Dr. Joe comes out with a report on Hayley after examining her; except for smoke inhalation and a bruise on her leg, she's fine. They're going to keep her overnight for observation and can go home in the morning. Mateo wants to go in to see Hayley, but Adam orders that he stay away from her. Adam goes in to Hayley's bedside and she tells him that she wants to see Mateo, he saved her life. She notices him looking through the window and motions for Mateo to come in. Adam leaves and Hayley thanks Mateo for not giving up on her and for saving her life. "There is no me without you, and there's no you without me. That's the miracle of us, we live for each other", Hayley says to him.

Adam gets off the phone after talking with Derek and tells Joe the news that there is a manhunt going on for Trevor, who supposedly killed a woman and set the warehouse on fire to cover it up. Joe doesn't believe it. Both men agree to keep the news from Hayley until she's stronger. Adam goes in to say goodnight to Hayley and asks how she's feeling. "I'm better than I've been in forever", she says and once Adam leaves, she and Mateo say "I love you" to each other.

At the police station, Jackson makes Janet be quiet and takes her home. When they arrive home, Jackson pays Tiffany, who's been watching Amanda and sends her home. Janet's worried about Trevor's safety, but Jackson tells her he's doing what's necessary to keep Janet and Amanda together and at home and he thinks that's what Janet should concentrate on too. Amanda comes down the stairs and sees Janet is upset. Janet tries to reassure her as Jackson leaves to head back to the police station. Amanda refuses to go back to bed and falls asleep in Janet's arms on the couch, which is how Trevor finds them.

Amanda continues to sleep as Trevor tells Janet he knows what he has to do. He's going to go away for awhile, but hopes someday to reunite the Dillon family. Janet doesn't want him to go, but he insists that it's best. He's already called Tim and filled him in on what happened and he sits down on the couch and strokes Amanda's hair as he tells her goodbye without waking her. He tells Janet she needs to be strong for Amanda. Janet doesn't want to let Trevor go, but finally has no choice but to let him leave after telling him she loves him. Janet sits down on the couch next to Amanda and sobs. Later, Trevor watches Janet and Amanda through the window until the sound of approaching police sirens forces him to flee."

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